12 February 2013
Head ayck
I woke up early today
and realized fully the disadvantages of a condominium set-up. I was already
taking a bath, all my hair wet and sticky with conditioner when the lights went
out. I thought I was going to buy new bulbs again. The hallway light was on.
Oh, it’s the generator. By the time I finished my bath, there was still no sign
power interruption was over. How dependent we are now on electricity.
Maybe I woke up earlier just so I would have spare time to
fix myself for work through this darkness. God is truly an entity of purpose. I
used the common stairway, descending 16 floors down to get to work. Thank
goodness, power went off not because there was a fire. I do hope our building
is equipped with an intercom or functional fire alarms in strategic posts to
make sure everyone was informed if there was a fire. Then after that flight of
stairs, I went out to a dusky and drizzling Tuesday morning.
I’m not sure if it’s because I slept for three hours only or
because I was under the rain this morning. My headache is an evolving one from
a dull throb, it became a drilling ordeal until by lunch, I actually feel my
brains floating in primordial soup. My right brain worked in equalizing the
stress on the left side. I feel woozy, as if I’m gonna have a fainting spell
(How could I say that? I’ve never fainted yet. Nah, I’m expecting that was
close to passing out). But talk with DJ about Jpop girl group Scandal made me
feel better. Hearing people share their passions is invigorating. By the end of
my one hour lunch break, my headache’s balmed by Jpop talk. Sarah and Regis are
fun to be with as always. Sarah said I should wear leather boots. Regis said we
NIH employees are polar bears, we thrive at the below zero zone.
I’ve already finished
reading on the basics of GIS yesterday from a GIS software manual. I quote its
author, Kang-tsung Chang, “We do not learn well if we just follow the
instructions to complete a task without pausing and thinking about the
process.” I am trying to entertain myself but the recurring headache surely
gave me a hard time. Aside from Cedie hanging up, this headache is annoying me.
And our ac again, though not on its full setting, reinforced the thought that
it’s always winter in RFR. I am so aware that I am not moving on my normal
energy reserves. I am lethargic. My muscles ache for no reason and I cannot
function normally. So goodbye for now from reading 100 thick smears for
microfilaria. I decided to read instead a WHO published book on the importance
of research for meeting MDGs (Millenium Development Goals). It sure is driving
at something and I can’t help but feel sad that poverty begets poverty and all
other circumstances that are ridiculously below human entitlement.
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