Oh my hang-ups

08 February 2013

I slept for only two hours for Wednesday night. It was early morning Thursday when I had my night’s sleep. In my restlessness, I thought of paying back Paul 300Php. Since he’s no longer conscripted under the ACT-DDN project, he would not be earning anything from his efforts for it. He complained Wednesday morning that he spent up Php 300 on phone cards, calling up people for the project. I should’ve done that. That responsibility is mine now. He told me Tuesday afternoon that the next day, that day, Wednesday, he will let me handle the project’s contacts. It was unfair for him to work on something, investing on it, when he wouldn’t receive pay for all he’s done. So I thought of reimbursing him from my own pay for what he spent on doing something I should be doing. But because his Thursday morning was already ruined by his short sight on WOW clocks, he was fuming and ranting. I was cringing because I am made uncomfortable by such scenes. I cowered and did not give him the money. I was to compensate him for the money he spent on calling people up. It was supposed to be Thursday when I would ask him to hand over more of the project’s tasks to me. I didn’t push on with those two undertakings. And I intermittently felt as if my eyes were falling off. I must’ve dozed off. I don’t know how long but my eyes were burning throughout the afternoon. That nap caused me to miss the opportunity of seeing Micai as she facilitates a foreign speaker’s speech. (The speaker was Dr. Takami Okamoto[?], I’m unsure. Micai said the lecture was fun. The more I regret not being there.)

I look forward to the coming week because this Chinese New Year marks my fourth month of being a 21 year old person! And, I am anticipating Miriam Defensor-Santiago’s CAS visit on the 12^th.  If I was titillated seeing the back of Piolo’s head (only that because he has fierce guards with him but I saw Snooky Serna that day [Feb 2] so I didn’t mind not seeing Piolo’s face), how much more for sagacious Miriam!